diary of the anti-christ

WOW.. this movie is amazing.. Ironman!! woo hoo.. how cool can he get? Tony Stark.. acted by Robert Downey Jr.. he’s rich and he’s smart.. how good can life get.. he also drives my dream car.. the new Audi R8.. DAMN!! haha.. the movie is really good.. jam packed with all the action.. it’s a hell lot of fun.. the coolest part of the movie is the suit.. it’s just so slick.. if only SAF got something like that.. haha.. anyways after the movie.. we went to Singapore Flyer for dinner at Popeye’s.. saw some really hot chicks there.. they were there for some event or function.. too bad we couldn’t get in.. now i’m just slacking at home waiting for something to happen.. haha.. boring..

went to watch harold and kumar last saturday.. it was hilarous.. these two idiots are back at doing what they do best.. making a fool out of themselves.. its mainly about how they got mistaken for terrorists on their trip to Amsterdam… (kumar just had to smoke some weed on the plane.. and the passengers thought what he was holding is a BOMB.. but its actually a BONG!! haha..) and how they got themselves out of all the shit they created.. haha.. its a fun movie but i doubt everyone will enjoy it because of its crude racial humour.. well.. i laughed my ass off!! haha..

nothing much happened in camp this short week.. or should i say these 2 days.. basically just sleep my way through.. could have came home last night to watch Manchester United vs FC Barcelona.. but fuck.. my riend played me out… curses.. he said he was coming back to camp so i didn’t clear my off.. but what te hell.. lucky for him i’m not a petty person.. haha.. hmm.. lost my wallet last week.. damn unlucky.. got to make a new 11B and ATM card.. this year have really been fucked up for me.. first it was the break-up.. then followed by the series of unfortunate events.. i wish my life would get better..

its been awhile since my last post.. hmm.. was just feeling lazy cause nothing much really happened.. some things happened but i can’t say what here.. haha.. saving my own ass… well.. anyways.. we had fun while the guys are away.. eveyday the same shit.. over and over.. the good thing is nights out every tuesday and thursday.. thats when me, vincent and terrence will go around "deer" hunting.. haha.. there’s really nothing much we can do at yew tee.. except eating at Mac Donald’s.. hmm.. and also another good thing is book out every friday at 1730.. without fail… haha.. other than that.. we just rot in the eternal hell of my camp..

anyways.. In Flames’ "Sense Of Purpose" is out.. with DVD.. bought it yesterday.. have yet to listen.. hopefully its going to be good.. the other day i was talking to perera about her and about us.. hmm.. brings back lots and lots of memories.. then i realised i’m still stuck in the moment i can’t get out of.. haha.. stupid me.. she already don’t give a fuck about me and here i am still in my own world waiting… it’s never going to happen right?

-Anti Christ- drinking…. that’s the life of a broken-hearted.. 

went out with the guys from camp today.. had lunch at Carl’s Junior.. wow.. ver good.. i had portobello mushroom.. it was satisfying.. big and very tasty.. haha.. its my first time eating that.. kind of expensive though..but definitely worth it.. so after lunch we went to buy tickets for the movie and hang around at the arcade for awhile.. we watched Spiderwick Chronicles.. very nice.. seriously.. liked the story and how the producer brought the fantasy characters to life..its an exciting movie.. and its weekday ticket.. of course its worth it.. haha.. now that sad part.. i’m going back to camp soon.. zz.. buti had dinner with mum and dad.. its been quite awhile since i really sat down and have dinner with the both of them… hmm.. must be at home more often.. haha..

oh.. just found out that Austria’s Belphegor is releasing their latest killer "Bondage Goat Zombie"… this april.. have to watch out for that.. just heard their new title track on their myspace site.. woo hoo.. KILLER!!! haha.. so many releases this april.. guess i’ll be broke again.. oh no.. when will i save enough for my ps3?? haha..

just bought Despised Icon’s "The Ills Of Modern Man"… Have yet to put it into my ipod.. but i’ve heard a few tracks from that album.. namely "In The Arms Of Perdition" and "Furtive Monologue".. these are the first two tracks from the album.. after hearing both.. i decided to buy it.. its some hardcore shit.. haha.. nice breakdowns.. insane riffs.. and impossible vocals.. they’ve got two vocalists.. its a little technical i must say.. but in whole.. its got its thing that gets me hooked on to their music.. if you think your music is not heavy or tough enough.. check them out.. Despised Icon..

i’ve just seen Avenged Sevenfold’s "A Little Piece Of Heaven" video on youtube.. interesting video.. its animated.. and the story goes exactly as the song tells.. haha.. its kind of funny in a violent way.. watch it to understand what i’m trying to say.. its kind of sad that M.Shadows can’t growl like he use to last time.. but their style in music still makes me a fan..

-Anti Christ- death metal keeps me sane…

just came back from CMPB.. went for my x-ray.. long trip back from depot road to home sweet home bishan.. took 57.. along the way i read the lateset issue of Metal Hammer and listened to Children Of Bodom, In Flames and Lamb Of God.. hmm.. the bus passed by some places which brings back some good memories.. memories i wished i had not remembered.. and that made my heart turn sour.. the feeling really sucks.. well.. life sucks anyways.. so this kind of shit won’t put me down.. seems like this weekend’s going to get burnt again and it sucks..

hmm.. i’m starting to think about my aim or goal in life.. what and who i want to be.. and how am i going to achieve it.. i don’t want to ORD and just stand outside the gates of our camp and think.. "what’s next?".. time to start planning for the future.. my future.. the way i want it to be.. i don’t want to be just another guy in this fucked up world.. i want to be somebody.. and i will work hard on it..

-Anti Christ- life sucks but you just got to suck it up….

woke up late yesterday… woke up in the afternoon.. was suppose to go for a haircut but just too lazy.. haha.. anyways went to town alone yesterday.. yeah yeah.. pathetic.. no one was free.. what was i suppose to do? well.. alv was suppose to meet me but wonder why he didn’t call.. nevermind that.. i walked around town aimlessly.. went to get the new metal hammer.. with Alexi Laiho on cover.. i also bought Meshuggah’s new release "Obzen", and Bullet For My Valentine’s EP "Hand Of Blood".. for my own collection.. i realised something very dumb.. i actually hope to see her while walking around in orchard.. i was actually looking around.. what the fuck is wrong with me.. then i will start thinking.. so what if i see her now.. what will i say to her.. what if she’s with him? then wouldn’t i feel worse? hmmm.. what i dumbass i am.. well.. if only i can just press delete and forget about everything…

Conflict, terror, hear the noise.
You’re on the edge of a nerve-racking force.
But, oh, my god, here’s the fight.
Never siege, never riot, must defy.

Well look at me, what do you see?
Another trophy, a living fucking dead beat
Close your eyes take a step with me
You’re gone but it’s not too late
Exhibiting Abnormality
It’s not what you call reality.
But you will always forget
One thing I’d like you to know

I don’t give a flying fuck motherfucker
I don’t give a flying fuck motherfucker
I don’t give a flying
I don’t give a flying,
I don’t give a flying FUCK

I’ll never wait for any interference
When the other people talk all over my shit
But do I speak thee, yes I do
So fuck hypocrisy and fuck you too

INCOMING!

[Chorus:]
Say one, more word, I double dare you (bring it on)
It’s my world, you’re in it, it’ll take you down in a minute
You can alter your look, diversify your age.
But the truth seems like a bitch slap in your face.

Well look at me, what do you see?
Another trophy, a living fucking dead beat
Close your eyes, take a step with me
You’re gone but it’s not not too late
Exhibiting Abnormality
Careful what you call reality
But you will always want
You want the day that you shall die.

I don’t give a flying fuck motherfucker
I don’t give a flying fuck motherfucker
I don’t give a flying
I don’t give a flying
I don’t give a flying FUCK

-Anti Christ-

this song is for those who deserve it.. especially the one in camp.. you damn well know you deserve this…

wow.. its been 20 years huh… in a blink of a eye.. just like that.. now i’m in my twenties!! ARGGHHHH!!!! haha.. i’m slowly feeling the changes.. my hair starts turning grey.. my teeth are getting loose.. my back starts to ache.. my arms and legs are geting weaker.. oh my.. I’M OLD!!!! alv.. now i know how you feel.. haha.. well.. anyways.. i spent my most memorable birthday in camp.. it was 2355.. 4th of march..  thought i was going to be safe 5 minutes to midnight… but damn i was wrong.. maybe i shouldn’t have made that comment.. "Guys.. 5 more minutes before my birthday ends!! it’s going to be too late if y’all dont get me now."… haha.. and then BOOM.. i was ambushed.. i was raped and had shaving cream all over my body.. all thanks to perera for sponsering his shaving cream!! i’m going to get you for that bro.. hahaha.. i’ve never celebrated my birthday like this before.. thanks guys.. seriously.. i’m still celebrating my next birthday with this bunch of cazy asses.. haha.. please think of something new.. surprise me!! haha.. thanks mum for the red packet… thanks sis for the adidas perfume.. i thought it was slimming pills?? haha.. thanks alv for the guitar tuner.. thanks sm for the $40.. haha.. it would be better if she was here.. hmm.. or maye not…

i bought 3 CDs these 2 weeks.. Dimmu Borgir’s "Deathcult Armageddon", a 20 years anniversary Nuclear Blast a star "Out Of The Dark" and Behemoth’s "Demigod" finally!!! i’ve only listened to Dimmu’s "Deathcult" and i think it’s better than "In Sorte Diaboli" because the tracks all sound different.. "In Sorte Diaboli" is heavier.. better drums.. but the tracks sound all too similar.. however.."Deathcult" seem to have more variety.. haha.. that’s my own preference… hmm.. rumour has it that Soilwork are coming to Singapore!! thats big news.. May 10th.. watch out for that.. swedish melodic death metal.. so excited!!

-Anti Christ- united we stand, together we fall… \m/

another week has passed… and yet again lots of things happened… first it was fieldcamp for 3 days and 2 nights.. even though we get to go back to camp to bathe and rest awhile because i was the store party.. but it was still very tiring.. and then again you have a sergeant barking at you and thinking that he is the only one who is suffering there.. just quit your bitching, will you? everyone is as tired as you are.. everyone didn’t get the chance to bathe too.. so you think things can be done faster if you keeping hurrying us and making so much noise there? when other superiors aren’t around you refused to help out.. just stand there and make alot of noise.. only when sergeant major or OC sir is looking then i will see you move.. stop acting please.. you are making me sick.. and i know you are aiming me know.. but i don’t give a fuck.. seriously.. throw whatever you want at me.. extras, confinements.. whatever the fuck you want.. you are pissing me off.. i’m just thinking right now.. how long can i put up with his shit… hmm.. luckily there was ah tiong and ah pek doing store party as well.. the tonner e\was like our second home.. haha.. it was tiring but fun…
secondly there was live firing.. and i was picked to be in the ammo party.. weekend burned.. in fact i just got home this morning at 2am.. haha.. so so sleepy.. after bathing, the minute i touched the bed..  i was knocked-out.. a Mike Tyson punch was send to my face.. it was that tiring.. hmm.. did alot of stupid stuff with ah tiong, shun de and sgt JJ.. haha.. it was a fun day.. after all we’ll be repaid with 1.5 days off.. WOO HOO..
and then recently something happened to a friend of mine.. i know he is going through a tough stage right now.. and it really hurts alot to see him like this… if you are reading this.. all i have to say is.. please take care of yourself alright? don’t make the people around you worried.. you still got so much to live for.. life is unfair.. life sucks.. but life still must go on.. ok? eveything will be better.. i’ll always be here if you need anything..

you might be thinking.. the title of this blog… mosquito feeder? haha.. i was a victim of a mosquito assault when i was outfield yesterday at the live range.. the mosquitos are freaking deadly!! oh man.. their stings can swell up to the size of a 20 cent coin!! i’m not joking.. haha.. now the back of my thigh looks like some swollen meat. it’s really sick.. haha..

-Anti Christ- smoke on the water… the fire’s in the sky…